寂寞偶尔会回头

当寂寞偶尔会回头,
你的照片似乎成为了我的力量.
世上的欢笑,
快乐似乎没办法再进入我的内心中.
但是, 真的很渴望那个强壮的膀臂可以依靠着.
怎么办? 为什么我会如此有决心的拒绝一次又一次的邀约呢?
因为您已注入在我那钢硬的内心中吗?
我已陷入你的怀中了吧!
我努力的挣扎,
让我的视线唯有你.

看着人群就在你身边不断地徘徊,
我的心犹如刀割一般.
给我猜, 你的心应该像玻璃破碎裂成一片片碎片了.
让我成为那位能将你这破碎的内心再次变成为完全无缺的一颗心吧!
你得着安慰吧?
我会与你在今年完成那拯救生命的爱的公务.

白云

何时何日的一滴白水会成为那洁白的一朵白云呢?
没有了太阳, 它永远还是水而已.
可能形成了水沼,
可能只是一条细水长流;
没有方向, 只是随性漂流,
人生也是如此.
水不断的流动,
透过太阳的照射,
蒸发成为洁净的白云.
但是,
这过程真的不知何时何日开始或结束.

他。。。

为什么他总是要摆上一个冷酷的脸来面对我？但在别人面前却表现得如此的关心我？当我们没见面时，他却整天问我几时回？但当我回来时，他却跟我说上那么几句话。。。但我诚心的回来看他时，他却说是不是又要出去找谁啊？“整天都出去喝茶”。。这是他的口头禅。
我面对他那么多小时她又不怎么跟我讲话，但当我出去一下，他却只会骂我。这是吃醋吗？哈哈。。看来他其实是关心的，但往往却用错了方法。但不用紧，我明白了！
谢谢你的恩惠及教导。。

Sports days....

from the 1st day of May, my mood have changed from a study to doing sports(football, pingpong, badminton). But, that time my exam wasn't finished yet. The day i were having my badminton competition. It was so tiring! Oh My God! the next day was my final paper for this sem. And, the result was I had a lousy presentation for my exam. I had gastric. I now really hope miracle will pop out. coz this is my last sem for my whole diploma studies. God, plz do fulfil it!
On that day, I have a great gastric n stomache pain. Die! that was my terrible and horroble time. That time I were juz wonder someone can help me out from it. I can't even stand up. I need my housemate help to make myself stand. I can't imagine how I past my time. Really an unforgetable memories...
The day after tomorrow, I get sick. I have a high fever and muscle pain. I wonder m I catch with Denggi fever. My dad was keep calling me start from the day he knew I m having gastric. Today, he did called. He was shock with what I told. He was so worried. He ask me whether need him to come KL and fetch me back hometown. That time I were so weak. I wonder is better if I back hometown to take medicine. Thank You Dad!! I were really so touch!!..
To be continue.....

what a relax days...

everyday was so packed with studies, assignment and even with activities. really no time for me to take a breath!!! but I'm happy coz I pass my time meaningful. and, 2day i have my own time at home finally but I dun think i'll stay longer relaxing as I'm cope with assignment and presentation next week. Hope I can finish as sooner as possible. OH.....I forget that I still need to clean up my room and many stuff. Arrr.....really have to arrange my timetable asap. or not i scare I'll forget if I left anythg. haha!!
pack....meaningful.....bazaar

1st day of school....

2day I'm so glad that my class was started at 1pm. so, I can have my good rest until 12pm. haha!!! I was used to sleep till this time during holiday and I felt lucky that I still can do that when college new sem started. But, I suppose this will be my lastime to do so as this sem was short. So all the time will be pack with assignment and a pile of tutorial. We have to speed up two times fast.
2day my 1st lecturer was Company Law. Oh my Goodness!!Law..Law..Law..I was started to hate it since I had my Business Law last sem.(I wonder will I pass my Business Law?? so tension now!!) This time the lecturer was a man. He was so long breath until many of us fly into dream. Then, half of the class was gone when the break time. so pity of him! My friends were all chatting about our's long holiday. Some flied P.Langkawi, some even flied to Hong Kong. (So jealous of her!)
Continuously, we started our next lecturer was Fundamental of Finance. This lecturer was nice, pretty, good! She saw all of us seem like going to sleep soon so she tried to finish the syllabus as faster as she can. So, evryone's soul was back. And we went back half hour before.

long long holiday...enjoy!!

As the time reached 4pm, i have started my college sem break. I felt so lucky that I can pass my whole CNY from the day of reunion until Chap Gor Mei. Really thank God! Before CNY, my housemate and I went for shopping. We get a lots of harvest gleanings. With these, we all went back hometown.
Time passed by. Happy CNY!! I have my good times with family, relatives and friends. All things just like usual. We do back the same things we had do in the past CNY. What was not same? Most of us have became elder. What? We have reaching 2...Oh my god!!
Chu 4, I have started the 1st trip with my housemate and friends at KL. We have a house visiting trip to the north (P.Pinang, Alor Setar, and even Thailand). This was my 1st time went abroad and the 1st time do passport in my whole life. We have past all the good and unforgetable memories. And, many of my 1st time have presented. We went there for 4days 3nights trip.
Then, I past my last few days of CNY with my family. Only me alone was not schooling. They were so jealous of me. And what I can say is "This is luck.Haha!!" They can't stand with me as I keep on watching TV series and playing. So, they were captured and enjoy with me too.
Last few days left.....I came back KL. I was so happy because I keep on getting grace and learn many things here. Thanks God!! I'm now starting with my busy life lo....
Last but not least, all this things have to be stopped. Now, I have to change my mood and keep all the past as memories. The engine have to be start by 1pm...Gambateh!!